ifiwere's Diaryland Diary

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2016-08-01 - come on come on
2012-10-15 - tomorrow
2012-10-12 - when I was a little little baby
2011-06-13 - i wanted love to be original
2011-06-12 - when i shake whole
2010-12-17 - there is no sound more beautiful than angels singing.
2008-04-06 - it's all okay,
2007-05-09 - -
2007-04-28 - I've been looking for you.
- this reality buzz.
2007-02-13 - gone going, gone everything.
2007-02-10 - fucking cunts.
2007-01-16 - bland.
2007-01-13 - the closing paragraph.
2006-12-09 - does it?
2006-12-05 - these past few months.
2006-11-29 - kids playing guns in the street.
2006-11-28 - it's been stuck there since it came a few nights ago.
2006-11-19 - Ross, (I love you)
2006-11-02 - help.
2006-10-30 - love is never wasted.
2006-10-28 - don't you forget this.
2006-10-10 - up for a chat?
2006-10-10 - you're all part of it.
2006-10-09 - it's acid.
2006-09-26 - everybody sucks.
2006-09-21 - are you ready to gloat?
2006-09-20 - afresh. fucking afresh.
2006-09-16 - oh, it makes me smile.
2006-09-14 - -
2006-09-07 - happiness and montpeiler.
2006-09-03 - it's been decided.
2006-08-28 - I am alive and living.
2006-08-24 - nits.
2006-08-16 - I've moved house.
2006-08-16 - dear God
2006-08-15 - are you O.K.?
2006-08-13 - it's art, in a car showcase room.
2006-08-10 - so close.
2006-08-09 - the feeling in my chest is so strange. like a secret storm.
2006-08-06 - I'll be famous one day.
2006-08-01 - such is my life.
2006-07-25 - I love you, okay?
2006-07-06 - I love her.
2006-07-06 - -
2006-06-30 - fuck you too.
2006-06-26 - but I'm glad.
2006-06-21 - and.
2006-06-19 - 'CAUSE IT ALWAYS WAS.
2006-06-17 - the ocean pressures its strength.
2006-06-15 - I want to help.
2006-06-14 - I should have revised history.
2006-06-14 - I should have revised history.
2006-06-13 - my Mem.
2006-06-13 - just like that, she went.
2006-06-13 - I miss her.
2006-06-12 - I'm afraid of the dark.
2006-06-11 - this is what happens.
2006-06-11 - everyone hates sundays.
2006-06-10 - those first steps back home.
2006-06-08 - bejesus.
2006-06-05 - I almost forgot it was twilight.
2006-06-04 - so tomorrow it begins.
2006-06-03 - \"this car is in need of an overhaul.\"
2006-05-30 - \"Noush, you do realize we're going to fail our GCSES.\"
2006-05-19 - so what?
2006-05-19 - stop.
2006-05-16 - why didn't you just say?
2006-05-12 - oh comon
2006-05-02 - I miss you too.
2006-04-26 - that's fine with me.
2006-04-21 - he just said it all.
2006-04-21 - his name is matt.
2006-04-19 - what manner of a man?
2006-04-18 - and all this while you sat in your little bell jar.
2006-04-17 - I loved you once. did you know that?
2006-04-16 - I could name names.
2006-04-16 - thanks.
2006-04-09 - if I could say more, I would.
2006-03-29 - I think we seriously need some plants.
2006-03-28 - hate to say I told you so.
2006-03-27 - just so you know.
2006-03-26 - I can make chairs disappear with the walls.
2006-03-26 - headfirst.
2006-03-20 - something fishy.
2006-03-13 - conkers.
2006-03-01 - it's true.
2006-02-25 - it resovles.
2006-02-18 - this is getting stupid.
2006-01-16 - this is breaking point.
2005-12-08 - lack of msn. I'm sorry.
2005-11-24 - but no one will notice, because I'm a good liar, these days.
2005-11-24 - the pieces we left by the shore.
2005-11-17 - The way I can smile and make it mean something.
2005-10-30 - not just anyone, [him]
2005-10-27 - I'd hate to jinx it, but..
2005-10-25 - I'll tell you my secret.
2005-10-23 - even if everything is a game.
2005-10-23 - From here you can almost see the sea.
2005-10-08 - yelling outside someone's soul.
2005-10-04 - sometimes all we have is words.
2005-09-24 - This isn't really hard.
2005-09-24 - Dreaming away.
2005-09-23 - if you loved me too.
2005-09-23 - To run.
2005-09-04 - this is gonna hurt.
2005-09-04 - scared.
2005-09-03 - and every time you go, please don't let me know.
2005-09-01 - Ross.
2005-08-01 - one last thing, before i go.
2005-08-25 - the story ended broken.
2005-07-16 - headfirst.
2005-07-15 - everything is so perfect.
2005-07-15 - everything is so perfect.
2005-07-13 - relationships
2005-07-13 - 30.
2005-07-12 - something you've heard before that i never told you.
2005-07-11 - my side note.
2005-07-08 - can't help feeling differently.
2005-07-08 - even though i don't agree.
2005-07-07 - freedom and breathless thoughts.
2005-07-06 - there's too much to say.
2005-07-03 - -
2005-07-01 - writers block.
2005-07-01 - they came in their numbers
2005-06-30 - and nothing was short of disaster.
2005-06-30 - where did it go?
2005-06-28 - beautiful in every way.
2005-06-27 - yuh huh
2005-06-27 - blehness
2005-06-27 - revalation
2005-06-26 - bleak fucker
2005-06-25 - goodnight
2005-06-25 - looking
2005-06-25 - steps into miles
2005-06-25 - the guy on tuesday.
2005-06-23 - fiber. alpen. loootts of it.
2005-06-21 - i watched you sleeping in my dreams
2005-06-21 - new layout
2005-06-21 - an incission
2005-06-21 - the first draft. the one i'll never send.
2005-06-21 - another decimal away from the right number
2005-06-19 - laziness.
2005-06-12 - dear all
2005-06-10 - humour
2005-06-07 - you'd never know.
2005-06-07 - and this is why you asked me.
2005-06-05 - when it moved off of parasites
2005-06-05 - i guess.
2005-06-04 - i'm not
2005-06-03 - right where it hurts.
2005-06-03 - fuckness
2005-05-29 - you're selfish
2005-05-29 - washing away.
2005-05-28 - blemished vanity
2005-05-25 - nothing matters
2005-05-23 - tired excuses
2005-05-22 - insatiable
2005-05-23 - a verse?
2005-05-22 - wishing away yesterday
2005-05-21 - i'm fine. really.
2005-05-14 - rise/fall
2005-05-14 - memories
2005-05-14 - catching up.
2005-05-14 - abysimal
1601-01-20 - don't forget
2005-05-12 - useless
2005-05-11 - in classes
2005-05-11 - yikes
2005-05-10 - to all.
2005-05-09 - lost another week
2005-05-08 - the first day of my life
2005-05-08 - those things that brighten up your day.
2005-05-08 - go east.
2005-05-08 - how long?
2005-05-07 - trying.
2005-05-07 - I miss you more than words can say
2005-05-06 - in a world that she can't rise above
2005-05-05 - sometimes she wishes she was never born
2005-05-05 - defeated
2005-05-05 - never again.
2005-05-04 - we're free inside a cage
2005-05-04 - i'm smiling like i mean it.
2005-05-04 - jinxed
2005-05-03 - p.s i love you
2005-05-03 - you're the one
2005-05-02 - i'll play God
May 2nd 1005 - i'll be just fine pretending i'm not.
2005-05-02 - crying tears with fake laughter
May 2nd 2005 - wish you were here
2005-05-02 - brevity is the utmost form of wit.
May 2nd 2005 - i will.
May 2nd 2005 - isolation.
May 1st 2005 - bent and broken
April 30th 2005 - then.
April 30th 2005 - james dean
April 28th 2005 - fuck you all.
April 28th 2005 - i can't be bothered to update
April 27th 2005 - soundless
April 26th 2005 - your face
April 25th 2005 - it was you, breathless and tall
April 24th 2005 - another quiz
April 24th 2005 - so very true
April 24th 2005 - the incident.
April 24th 2005 - always
April 24th 2005 - html continued
April 24th 2005 - computer retarded
April 23rd 2005 - touched.
April 23rd 2005 - why can�t we pantomime, just close our eyes?
April 23rd 2005 - yell my heart out
April 23rd 2005 - Jack's poem.
April 23rd 2005 - updates?
April 23rd 2005 - updates?
April 23rd 2005 - you laughed a lot, which was always endearing.
April 20th 2005 - to you.
April 19th 2005 - euro-english
April 19th 2005 - it's hard not to break to a computer
April 10th 2005 - and i become a little bastard.
April 9th 2005 - those carefree science lessons
April 8th 2005 - up for editing.
April 8th 2005 - keeping her cool.
April 8th 2005 - i love that
April 8th 2005 - come and sit beside me while you hear those tales that just-don't-matter.
April 6th 2005 - on her way there
April 6th 2005 - ill. again.
April 5th 2005 - 40 cents more for the next three minutes
April 5th 2005 - it's the truth
April 5th 2005 - liars dusted in flames
2005-04-05 - i've prepared for wanting silence
April 5th 2005 - it will ruin the shiny place
April 5th 2005 - he's right.
April 5th 2005 - a spoon full of sugar helps the lanthanide go down.
April 4th 2005 - let the purging begin.